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Crazy Finn  

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To Write or to Not to Write

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 7, 2008, 3:43 PM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Gwen Stefani: Early Winter
  • Reading: My Old Fics
  • Watching: Hellsing
  • Eating: Honey Pomelo
I just don't know should I try to yank my hair out of my head or what. I have this... URGE... to write something - ANYTHING - but when I do the results are pure and utter crap. It makes me angry, frustrated and depressed... It had been almost three years since I last managed to write something I enjoyed.

I have tons and tons of ideas and I've even written them all down but I just can't put them on the paper. It's a fact and I don't know how to fix it. I've some suspicions that this situation has something to do with a person I know and that person has been anything but encouraging so it may have potentially snuffed all the juices out off me.

Does anyone has any ideas how should I get my drive back on? I would be very grateful.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Finland
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: S
  • Interests: Writing, reading, china painting, photography, travelling
  • Favourite movie: Various, Hellsing Ultimate is currently rocking my socks
  • Favourite band or musician: Various
  • Favourite genre of music: Relaxing, pop
  • Favourite artist: Claude Monet
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hideyuki Kikuchi
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes, iPod Nano
  • Wallpaper of choice: Alucard from Hellsing
  • Skin of choice: Sesshoumaru's
  • Favourite game: Heroes of Might and Magic V
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, PlayStation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alucard, Vincent Valentine
  • Personal Quote: I feel like I am the frickin' Cinderella - minus the prince and half of the kingdom

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~kiddietyte:iconkiddietyte: Jun 16, 2008, 4:50:11 PM
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~xNatsumiUchihax:iconxNatsumiUchihax: May 3, 2008, 5:44:56 AM
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~Kelii:iconKelii: Apr 28, 2008, 7:40:58 PM
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~phantom105:iconphantom105: Apr 28, 2008, 3:10:19 PM
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*kitsune2736:iconkitsune2736: Apr 23, 2008, 7:42:19 AM
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=Silamai:iconSilamai: Apr 22, 2008, 10:37:00 PM
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~Leranna:iconLeranna: Apr 17, 2008, 11:04:35 AM
Enpä heti tajunnu pistää sua watch-listalle... :P Hyvä minä...

No, nyt kuiteski oot! :)

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~Leranna:iconLeranna: Apr 15, 2008, 9:13:44 AM
Kiitti favista! ^_^

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~Leranna:iconLeranna: Apr 10, 2008, 6:58:25 AM
Sain sen työn tehtyä! :D Käy kattoon mun sivulta. ;)

Ja kernaasti haluaisin kuulla muutaman kommentin et oliko oma käsitykseni yhtään sun käsitystäsi vastaava. Sen verran voin sanoa etten saanut Glazesta ehkä niin punkeroa kuin oli tarkoitus. :P

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~Leranna:iconLeranna: Apr 6, 2008, 2:01:25 PM
Tere!

Aattelin kertoa, et Rica ja Glaze ovat työn alla. Muutama luonnos on väsätyy, joiden pohjalta yritän väsätä lopullisen rustauksen. ^_^

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~Mega10:iconMega10: Mar 26, 2008, 12:10:35 PM
*doesn't run* >.> *tries to run when you're not looking* :P
~KitsuneSeduction:iconKitsuneSeduction: Mar 26, 2008, 3:29:09 AM
No, you aren't. :XD:

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~Mega10:iconMega10: Mar 25, 2008, 11:06:45 PM
I'm not allowed to run?? =O Oh the horror.
*SaNNaS:iconSaNNaS: Mar 23, 2008, 2:29:52 PM
Hi :D

Thank you for the fav!

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//Sanna
*FantasyLost:iconFantasyLost: Mar 16, 2008, 11:31:45 AM
Thanks very much for the :+fav: on my "Arabian Nights"!! :)
=jinseinokaze:iconjinseinokaze: Mar 13, 2008, 5:12:58 PM Mood: Joy
Thanx for adding my "Nymphaea" to your :+fav: ;)

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=jinseinokaze:iconjinseinokaze: Mar 7, 2008, 4:58:03 PM Mood: Joy
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Thanx for adding me to your friend list :)
I really appreciate it and I :+devwatch:ed you back ;)

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~blackstorm:iconblackstorm: Mar 2, 2008, 9:19:45 AM
Thanks for the +fav on my "OC Slash : Srebro x Maverick" pic! :hug: ~:heart:

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~ScorpionFan:iconScorpionFan: Feb 21, 2008, 8:40:35 AM
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*Maltiz:iconMaltiz: Feb 20, 2008, 7:17:23 AM Mood: Love
Thanks a lot for the :+fav:
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